Flustered Isn't The Right Word, But It's The First That Comes to Mind

Plus, flustered sounds a little more optimistic than overwhelmed, doesn't it? It does. I think so.
So I guess we can say I'm flustered. I got all my homework done on time, and I'm still getting things done on time, but I'm not really happy with anything. I'm not unhappy with it, per say, but all I can think is, "I can do better, I can do better, I can do better."

He's been idle for 2 hours and 10 minutes.
Just thought everyone should know.
No names, of course, in case he ever reads this. Which he won't. But I am hopeful.
I just want him to know who I am.
Is that too much to ask?

I'm getting all poetic now, aren't I? I should go, before another advertisment for depression comes on my television.
Journalism calls.