I just stopped quickly to commit to paper this thought that's been running through my mind the past few days or so:
I feel like, as we grow older, (my friends, the people I go to school with, etc.) I feel like everyone's beginning to pair off, and I won't find a partner. It's happening, slowly, but it's happening.
Maybe I don't need a goddamn partner.
Maybe it's too early to worry about this.
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its too early to worry about it, hell i'm 3 years older than you (i think) and i really shouldn't worry as much as i do about finding someone
but that someone is out there
in fact there may even be multiple someones in your future, who knows hehe
Haha, who knowsss. On the positive side, I've only been thinking about it because I'm sort of letting go. I don't know how to explain it, but I'm not walking around and ignoring everyone just to find Tyler. I can see myself going on alright without him. Maybe not being the happiest person ever, but getting by fine.
I mean, I still love him. I think I always will. A part of me won't forget. I care about him a lot, but it's like now I can have that feeling and still be open. I feel like I can breathe, like my thoughts aren't completely overwhelmed by him.
I don't know exactly where I am, but I'm making progress.
i'm glad to hear it
i hope things keep getting easier for you
I do toooo. I don't know if anything changed, like how I feel, but I'm just not being sad about it anymore. :)
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