Sunday, December 14, 2008

In Desperate Need of the Holidays

For some reason this past week has felt like the week before break. Maybe it was because I was crammed with so many tests and quizzes that by eighth period Friday after, I really just wanted to cry. I was so tired of stressing like mad over my classes and getting just decent grades. I know that because I'm in honors, it's different. Getting a B is the equivalent of an A. But still, my sister barely does ANYTHING and she can pull a 4.0. I was like that in middle school too, I guess I just miss being younger and not having as many responsibilites.
I'm also stressing out because, of all reasons, I don't know what I'm going to do with my life. I know I'm only a sophomore in high school, but I seriously think about it, a lot. I feel like everyone has their ideas and has found their place, but not me.
I feel like I always say, "Oh, I can't wait for this and that to happen" or "Well as soon as I get this or that over with, I'll be happy," but it never happens.
I'm wishing away time.
Minute by minute.
It freaks me out.

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