Thursday, February 5, 2009

There Goes My Friday Night

I was supposed to see Coraline tomorrow night with the Donenfelds, but apparently Marisa isn't coming anymore because she has plans, even though she knew she was seeing this movie with me on opening night since the day we saw The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. But she decided she didn't want go and made other plans instead, without even telling me. She left it up to my mother to tell me 24 hours before the movie that she doesn't want to come and I'm stuck with Katie and my bitch of a sister. Yay? I'm still going because I want to see the movie, but this was just proof that I invest too much of myself in other people. I value them too much, and it comes as a painful shock every time I realize they don't value me as much. I'm sure Marisa doesn't mean to hurt me or anything, but she does it all the same.
And I would see the worst movie in the world if she wanted me to go see it with her.

There's not much else I have to say... Nothing out of the ordinary is going on in my life, which is alright but horribly monotonous and boring. Every day is the same schedule, the same thing...
That's why I need summer, or something to break this. During the summer, I do everything on impulse to make up for strict schedule from the past ten months.

I finished reading American Psycho and I need to get down the quotes I liked, but I need to re-find them first. I should have marked them with sticky notes or something, but I don't have the time nor do I feel like going back at this moment. Maybe tomorrow.

Oh, and I get my Outsiders DVD back in four days.
But who's counting, right?

2 comments:

Amber said...

you.

Four days? That's...Monday?

Laura said...

I lied, it's tomorrow. I thought yesterday was the fifth when it was really the sixth.
PLEASANT SURPRISE. :)