I Can't Afford To Get Into This Again...

Sometimes it amazes me how convenient blogging is when it comes to procrastination. Right now I am putting off studying for an insights test I have on Tuesday, but we play a review game for bonus points the day before, so I need to be prepared. Plus this test has a "new and exciting format." Which basically means it's the opposite of exciting. I won't have time to do much tomorrow since I'm being dragged to see Mamma Mia at the Shubert theater.
Really? Are you serious?
I voted to see Footloose, which was one of the three choices, the third being Cats. We eliminated that one immediately, because frankly, that's a little awkward. Especially if one of us happened to be in one of the seats where the "cats" crawl on your lap. I am squirming just thinking about that. So I voted for Footloose, because I mean, it's FOOTLOOSE people, come on. But everyone else voted Mamma Mia, so fuck me, I still have to go. As you can see, I'm a little bitter about that. I'm also bitter about the fact that one of my friends is going. We used to be really close but now we just wave and smile in the hallways, and that's about it. I just don't want it to be awkward for her. The people going are me, my sister, my mom, and another family. The other family happens to consist of my best friend, my sister's best friend, and my mom's best friend.
Tell me, wouldn't you feel out of the loop too?

Oh.
And.
I am confused as to how I'm feeling right now...because there's this guy.
I don't even know why I'm fucking thinking about this. I don't want to care. I'm not even going to elaborate.
He's in two of my classes and he's extremely sweet to me. I don't know if he's flirting or if he's just like that with girls.
And every time I see Tyler with his frigging girlfriend, I want to die.
So I feel completely uncomfortable giving this kid a second thought.
Hopefully this is out of pure desire for revenge and I don't get myself into something I obviously cannot handle.
I'm pissing myself off just writing this.
Jesus.
I need to fucking study.