I can't relax. At all.
I know we're barely halfway through the second marking period but I'm freaking out. I don't even have a lot of homework at the moment, which makes me feel like I'm slacking, even though I do all the homework I get. I just haven't gotten a lot this week.
Ahhh.
I need Christmas break so badly. And snow.
Lots of snow.
Although I did get some shopping done today because my mother made me go with her. At least now I'm not spending the whole winter in t-shirts like I usually do. (I know, I'm really intelligent, I never owned a single sweater or long sleeve before this November.)
The only thing making this week worthwhile is that Amber's card and CDs are coming in the mail Thursday, hopefully.
That's about it.
Sigh.
Oh and this is off topic, but I want some responses on this because I don't know if this is a universal sort of thing or if it's just me. Once in a while, like two or three times a month, I experience one of those nights where my body is asleep but my mind is subconsciously awake. Meaning I wake up in the morning and feel like I haven't really slept at all. It comes sort of like those jolts you get in bed when you're half asleep and dream yourself tripping down stairs or walking off a ledge. So last night was one of those subconsciously awake nights. And of course, last night I actually had a lot of time to sleep. Just my luck. Anyway, I couldn't move my body, but I lying on my back with my head facing the left and my left leg jutted out a little bit. I heard my dad wake up in the middle of the night. I have a feeling it was around 2 AM. But he got up, went to the bathroom, peeked in my doorway, and then came in to shut off the pumpkin shaped night light. I wanted to tell him not to, because I hate when he does that, but I couldn't say anything. Then my mom got up later, around 4 AM, and she went downstairs and turned the TV on. I heard the voices but I didn't know what they were saying. Then she went back upstairs and from there I sort of lost it. I actually fell asleep there. At 5:30 she got up again, turned on the shower, and came to get me up.
I was sleeping, but I heard and clearly remember all that. My body was rested when I woke up, but my mind felt drained. I figured it was reasonably common, like those sleep jolts. But all my friends said they don't know what I'm talking about.
4 comments:
hmm i kind of know what you mean but not fully.
and you're reading my mind now with the whole t-shirts in winter thing :P
Hmm, I don't know if I've ever experienced that. But honestly, I sleep like a fucking rock, so I'm not surprised that I don't do that. Haha.
Thos jolts are annoying. I think I remember my psychology teacher saying that when you're sleeping everything in your body (heartbeat, etc.) slows down so much that sometimes your body thinks you are dying, so it does that jolt thingy to keep you alive..? Or something like that. (Lysh would probably know.) Kinda interesting.
Woaahh, that's interesting. I've never heard that before. I sort of get annoyed when it happens but there's definitely another part of me that's like, "WOO THAT WAS COOL."
Hahaha Arthur. No joke, before this November, I owned a grand total of...
ZERO SWEATERS!
I lived in t-shirts and hoodies.
But now I actually have a few sweaters. :)
i read somewhere and i don't know if its true that your body is partly paralysed while your asleep and sometimes thats slow to wear off if you wake suddenly so you try and move and can't causing that jolting sensation because it only lasts a couple of seconds
don't know how right that is but it interested me when i read it
this winter i actually own a scarf for the first time ever haha, i can't take the cold in my old age :-P
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