"Low budget film!" - Part 2

So tonight was one of the best times I've ever spent with my friends. Usually it's a few of us but tonight it was seven people, including me. I was worried it was going to be awkward because of Kinnari and Bailey, but it wasn't. I don't know whether I should thank Kinnari or Bailey, but I'll most likely just talk to Kinnari about it because I don't know if Bailey even knows about Kinnari's personality issue with her. I can't remember them having a major fight. But I don't want to focus on that right now. I don't feel like talking about friend problems. Tonight there weren't any. We watched Twilight again and couldn't keep quiet for more than two minutes. Normally I would jot down the funniest things that happened, but there were so many I can't keep them straight...everything, for once, was right. Despite our constant giggling fits, we touched upon a few deeper topics...like whether or not Edward and Bella's relationship is based on love or not. We came to the quick consensus that Edward must love Bella simply because he had seen so many women before her who were more beautiful, but he picked her. And to go from wanting to violently murder her to being willing to give up everything for her...well, it says something. But Bella is more infatuated with Edward than she is in love. I'm also a complete hypocrite considering I talk about how pathetic Bella is, but if I had someone like Edward, I'd be like that too, minus the practically being a sex addict part. And by "someone like Edward" I don't mean a perfect vampire or something unrealistic like that - I mean that if there was someone who had that kind of dedication and commitment, someone who saw something in me that transcended everybody else despite my flaws, someone who was my other half, my solid rock, someone I knew I could trust with anything and vice versa....then I would be just as bad as Bella. 

After all, even though I don't admit this out loud to anyone, that's all I really want.